If I'm being honest..

I don't want to be sad anymore so my brain made the conscious decision not to be. I feel like I'm 19 again or something. I feel like I just got out of jail. I feel like one part of my brain shut off and the other part turned on, because everything that I used to care about doesn't seem to matter as much. I have an off switch. My whole life has changed completely in the last 3 months. I have a new job, a new roommate, my sister is gone and I don't have a boyfriend. And I think I'm having a lot of fun learning how to live again.

Considering I've been battling a sometimes severe depression for the past year, the fact that I've managed to achieve this "off switch" seems to me to be the best present I could ever give myself.

Thanks, brain.